Family Gatherings for my girlfriend's

Hello Blogland...

I know it's been while since I last blogged about my life, but not much went on accept that I am working in a new company and of course it's hectic...

Oh Yes and I have an amazing girlfriend, loving, caring and strong enough to stop me when I am about to do something stupid.

I am in a bit of a controversies and feeling like posting it.

Basically my girlfriend and I have just moved in together and we have been together for the past four months every single day.

Now everything was going just great, no major arguments or dispute (if I blinked my eyes over some issues here and there) still very attracted to one another and we both have mutual respect for one another and a strong friendship .

Now what happened is that her parents have obliged her to go back to her home country with them for next holiday (which is gonna be 22days), Emphasizing that I Cannot come along (actually I have been introduced, but they are not that open minded not to mention that they don't like me).

At first we both said no to that offer, we don’t want to be apart for so long and that it doesn’t make sense.

Later however her family started threatening us in particularly me as well as blackmailing me into convincing her to go.

I eventually gave in and convinced her to go.

Two days ago we've arrived from our vacation, and yesterday she left to her parents in another Country, and now I am feeling very frustrated, angry and very disappointed, I feel miserable and I can barely make it through a night sleep.

I am feeling down at her fmily for thinking selflishly and I am very disappointed at her for going, even though I am the one who convinced her (But don’t Forget I was being under pressure and her family made me feel like the lowest scum if I didn’t convince her to go).

Additional Details: This is the second time this happens (first time, we were not that close) but yet we promised ourselves not to let them do it again; but here we are all over again none of us really knew how far they will take it .

I often find myself hitting things around the house Now, I am not insecure or jealous, I have had long experiance with myself so I would know, Nor do I have an anger management history or anything remotely close to that.

It’s just I feel so useless and neglected in all of this not to mention I fear this will just continuously re-occur.

This is the problem of getting close to someone, you will always end up broken heart.