Friday, May 07, 2010

Past must stay where it belongs

Today I was heading to my work, driving my car through the empty roads, I felt a bit depressed and down, then suddenly my tears started falling fast over my cheeks.

For a moment I tried to stop them, but then it hit me, I haven't actually mourn  over being lied for, cheated on and being a joke for some1 since it happened… so I decided to let the pain comes out from my heart… let the tears fall down at well…
(I know most of you guys will make fun of the fact that someone like me is crying and you who has known for me almost my life never saw my tears) but I find it healthy to do so or else…

Few minutes later  I deleted the phone numbers from my mobile, (and of course before I do that I checked that I have had them somewhere else) I actually can't explain this point.

I arrived to the office, and got myself occupied with work, hours passed by fast.
Then I had to drive back, when the radio played the song of EVERY TIME I LOOK AT YOU… for a moment I felt the world is so narrow and can't handle me anymore.

Here are the words

I used to think that I was strong 
I realize now I was wrong 
'Cause every time I see your face 
My mind becomes an empty space 
And with you lying next to me 
Feels Like I can hardly breathe 

I close my eyes 
The moment I surrender to you 
Let love be blind 
Innocent and tenderly true 
So lead me through tonight 
But please turn out the light 
'Cause I'm lost every time I look at you 

And in the morning when you go 
Wake me gently so I'll know 

That loving you was not a dream 
And whisper softly what it means to be with me 
Then every moment we're apart 
Will be a lifetime to my heart 

I close my eyes 
The moment I surrender to you 
Let love be blind 
Innocent and tenderly true 
So lead me through tonight 
But please, please turn out the light 
'Cause I'm lost every time I look at you 
Lost. Every time I look at you


6 comments:

Perla said...

My lovely man, No one is perfect and I am sure you are no exception, but believe it or not, ppl don't value manhood as they should, you are a man's man

Ziad said...

Take it easy body, things always work out for the best and you really have to move on, i don't like you to come over and you are depressed, I won't have time to pick u ups every time ;)

Sara said...

It's good man, let it all out and start over and please don't hold grudges against one, those who kills us more than the experiance itself

Perla said...

Sara
http://www.google.com/buzz/naser.maya/GYw39R1sRx7/I-believe-that-everything-happens-for-reason

Anonymous said...

I didn't want to comment here, but since I have noticed that most of the comments are here instead of your BUZZ, then be it...

Maya your tears should be worth it and I am sorry dude, she doesn't...

As Perla said (whom I haven't had chance to meet) you are not perfect, but believe it or not, you are very special kind...

tc dear

Anonymous said...

I didn't want to comment here, but since I have noticed that most of the comments are here instead of your BUZZ, then be it...

Maya your tears should be worth it and I am sorry dude, she doesn't...

As Perla said (whom I haven't had chance to meet) you are not perfect, but believe it or not, you are very special kind...

tc dear