Business trip and rumblings...

I am sitting here in the airport, waiting for my flight to call for boarding, which is taking so long time by the way. 

And since I have flying phobia, i decided to take my mind off this plane thing and write something while I am waiting (and just to be more clear, after few shots of Vodka too)  

So this blog might sound for most of you as incoherent, 11yrs language and most of it RUMBLINGS, and it is  

But first I would like to mention few things before I jump into the subject.

There are some regrets about the past period of my life, I admit I was wrong about few things that took place, I also admit that I should've had my eyes opened over too many things were taking places in my life, but non of this matters now, and in order to stop beating myself up over it, I decided to consider it collateral damage and lesson well learned, hoping you all will consider it the same. 

Now, most of you who knows me know that I am in a transition period of my life, and a lot of new staff is going on which is leading to a change on too many levels,… of course in few weeks you will be lucky to shake hands with me :) but that isn't the point, the point is before I leave in this business trip, I wanna say few words.

Dear all (Maya and Firas, Jack and Cathy, Sam and Mary, JD and Pery) you are my family, all of you, you stood by me, you hanged in there despite the fact that you were disapproving much of my actions on too many levels, yet you refused to give up on me, and that what family does, you don't need to be blood related so you can be family, in fact all of you were more family to me than my own and even than the one I considered.

Of course at this point, I ought to mention all of you one by one, but please allow me not to and also allow me to except the following

Maya, you were more than a sister to me, your tenderness, kindness, unlimited love and support were main reasons for me to fight back after all.

I know you are blaming me and there were too many times you wanted to tell me "I told you so" but your great passion was always a reason for you to overwhelm me with your love and never judging me, those few words will never be enough for me to express my gratitude for you.

I know it was hard for Firas to understand the nature of our relationship, so I would like to express  my sincere apologies for any disturbance I have even caused him during my relation to you and of course I can't stop my self from telling him that he's the luckiest man alive because he got you. 

Pery, I believe I owe you special thanks, you handled my grieve, my reckless actions and the worst was hanging on to my dreams particularly when I was going through my swore separation , you also were so generous listening to me for hours and hours without commenting despite the fact that I knew you hated every word was coming out of my mouth, and that my dear is priceless.

Of course I have to mention in this article a very special thanks to Abdullah (whom by the way her real name is MIRO), darling your existence in my life (despite that its still new) makes a huge difference, and I am still looking forward for you to follow me next month so we can celebrate my birthday, promising you that it will be the time of your life.

You are so kind, sensitive and strong lady, of course I know that I was very tough and hard man to be handled, but my lady you did great job and the best way to thank you for is telling you I will count the days till your arrivals. 

Finally, I hope (Firas, Jack and Cathy, Sam and Mary, and JD) you all understand that not mentioning you one by one doesn't mean at all that my love to you anything less than true love as you are all my family.

Thank you all for the people you are, and thank god for his generosity and blessing me with all of you.