AM I GOOD BOSS -

"With Great Power Comes Great Responsibility", or something like that lah.

I can't really remember the exact words used in that phrase from the Spiderman movie, but you get my point.
I cannot begin to say how true those words mean to me, cause I'm actually spiderman!

Yeah right, how I wish.

When I was working with my old company, I was just "one of the employees" there, like Hazel, Fawaz, etc.
That's why I go to work everyday feeling demotivated and useless.That explains why I blog like 2 - 3 times a day when I was still there. In fact, besides chatting, and surfing the net, and blogging, I spend about 2% of my time actually working. In fact, I'm not the only one who feels this way (right HZ? Faw?. hehehe)

But ever since I left that company, and joined this new Org. I've become Spider man! (Literary speaking lah). Now I have greater responsibilities and it requires a lot of sacrifices from me. Cos I have to get rid of my ever-so-charming and loving personality. I need to basically change from becoming a "Cool and Sexy Dude, as of course again I like to think of myself" to a "BOSS".

Damn! I hate this.

The one thing I learned from my ex-boss, is DO NOT BECOME LIKE HIM. Gee man, seriously! I seriously cannot stand the guy, but sometimes he can be a really nice person lah, but as a boss he sucks - BIG TIME!

Anyway, it's easy for me not to be like him, cause I have a naturally wonderful personality. Everybody loves me (except for some lah, those who have declared war with me for obvious reasons like - I'm too sex "again my room size ego speaking" ). Well, I'm not saying that I'll be a good boss lah, but I think I can be a DAMN GOOD ONE!.

But seriously, with the new position I'm in now, it breeds confidence and strength. And with my new outlook (express!!), I feel Self confident, strong and SEXY (I can't seem to get these words away from me. It sticks to me like glue !!).
I always thought that the position gives me all that, when suddenly it hit me, its not the position, its her, its my doud she's the reason of that great feeling I have every morning when I woke up.

I met an old colleague in the office this morning morning, as I was getting into my office, she has just been assigned newly in the office so she stopped me and said "Hi! you are working now?, its been so long, You look handsome what's your secret?".

I replied her "I know, and my inner comfort is reflecting on my face".

When I went to visit the same branch I am in now 2 weeks ago, the ladies in the office asked me "Are you married?" To which I said "Yes. Why? can't you see the ring?""they said, who knows, we thought you are still single" (Speaking like that to a boss?? But then, I can't help it if people love me). again my fellow readers my ego speaking

On my way here, I was told the whole office wanted to go to the airport to fetch me. Sigh, it's so difficult being good looking (I need to speak with David Beckham whether he is going through what I'm going through).

I believe I owe all this to my Doud, the great inner feeling due to her, my comfort reflects well on my face and Thanks to her, my work productivity is so high

Thank you my lady, my light at the end of the tunnel, my sunshiny woman.