Tuesday, August 05, 2008

I AM SORRY

I miss you...

I miss you so much that's all I can think of right now... And I'm sorry...

I'm so very sorry.... I'm sorry for not treating the way you should be...

I'm sorry for being complacent.... I'm sorry for everything pumpkin bear.

Life has been weird lately, and that is no excuse for being bad, but it is the reality.

All what I know that I love you so much, I do love you, I really really do.

You're the love of my life and my one and only.

Doud, my life with you means a lot, my memories with you means the whole univers.
I still feel everything baby - everything I did and do everyday...
Talking to you still makes my heart flutter the same way it did that first day we spoke while I was working and recieved your call at my office...

I still feel that same sense of unbearable anticipation waiting to talk, and the utter jubilant joy when you say "hello".

And I miss being with you, I miss my self when I am looking at your eyes, hearing your laughs and making you gags, missing that smile on your angel face.

On top of all that, I miss that incredible feeling when I hold your hands, when you hold my heart among those hands.

I miss you so much, you were, are and will always be the one for me.

I know that it must sound totally empty by now but it's true - life is so much better when your with me.

But in the end, these tears I feel right now are a welcome sight and feeling. It's a good memory...

The heart ache, the sadness, and the pain of being without you liquified and streaming down my cheeks down onto what would be a very wet piece of paper if I wasn't typing this on my PC...

I miss you baby girl... I miss you sunshine, I miss you my moonlight in the dark nights... God I miss you...

My heart is always yours Doud... :( please don't go ):

13 comments:

Anonymous said...

Ooh my GOD, That is so gentel... Man that is so nice, I wish I am a woman and find someone who treats me this kind :)

Anonymous said...

Its Amazing Leo, I am sure you did a big mistake so you apologize on public.

But I loved that

Anonymous said...

This is so lame leo...

Anonymous said...

Its So nice...

You must've done something very big but believe me if the woman (doud) deserves then you should do more.

Anonymous said...

What the heck man, no woman would deserve to be humileated this way

You are begging her, come on buddy

Anonymous said...

Leo, That is so so nice, I really loved that.

Firas; if she deserves then a man should apologize in public to show her that he did a mistake and he's sorry for it.

Anonymous said...

Hey Man, this is so stupid.

You are humileating your self for a woman

Anonymous said...

She really should accept your apology.

It looks so sincere

Unknown said...

Guys,

She's not reading this blog.

Guys this is just an answer for some of you who thinks that she's the one who was wrong in this relation, she wasn't... and my apology to her is true.

But for her, she doesn't read this blog and I think her sister does from ime to time.

Anonymous said...

Is her name Doud?

Very nice name!!!

But Leo, How come you import the same blog to your facebook page?

Anonymous said...

Then you should send this blog to her email, or tell her sister to tell her.

Leo, that is so nice and she really deserves to read it.

Anonymous said...

Leo, I really have question for you.

If you love this woman that much, why would you upset her, and end up apologizing for her on your blog.

Anonymous said...

Norhan, he's a guy...

When ever guys did something right?